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I'm hungry. [Jan. 8th, 2008|04:35 pm]
What is your favorite dessert??

Bonus points if you post a delicious-looking picture.






I think CHEEESCAKE FACTORY should have a pie-thru like Bakers Square does.
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~save it for the morning~ [Jun. 27th, 2007|10:45 pm]
[mood | grumpy]
[music |Cold War Kids]

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Yeah, it's Wednesday. I get it.

Now everyone calm the fuck down.

You can't just get pissy on Wednesdays
and then try to apologize later for
your bitchiness.

Gawdamn. Are we in high school?
Knock it off.
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If one more person gets mad over something
completely retarded, I'm going to haul off
and bitch-slap you.

The less I say, the more people get mad.
Fuck.
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~there are people walking through my head...~ [May. 4th, 2007|05:00 pm]
[mood |paranoid]
[music |crazy- seal]

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One of them's got a gun to shoot the other one... )
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~i miss that stupid ache...~ [Mar. 19th, 2006|05:53 pm]
[music |"One Song, Glory"- Constantine Maroulis]

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I've been sooooooooooo incredibly lately, all the time.

I can't wait to kick these illnesses and wait for this pneumo shot to wear off.
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Watching the movie "Rent" tonight.
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The new "Mission Impossible 3" theme by Kanye West sucks the worst ass ever.
I hope this is a joke.
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just a test [May. 17th, 2005|10:16 pm]
testing flyer for Bobby Alt's new band
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Monsters Are Waiting [Oct. 11th, 2004|03:57 pm]
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Xtian's new band, Monsters Are Waiting, will be making their debut
this Wednesday, Oct.13th @ the Silver Lake Lounge in Los Angeles.

Address: 2906 Sunset Blvd

Cost: free
Ages: 21+

Lineup: 9pm- The Oohlahs
10pm- Black Pine
11pm- Monsters Are Waiting
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SHOWS- CA beyotches take note. [Aug. 3rd, 2004|11:16 am]
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Thursday, August 5th
@ Cobalt Cafe, Canoga Park
music starts at 7pm
$8

lineup: LAO, Pistolita (San Diego), Tiptoe Charlies, Red Reverse (San Antonio TX), 10 Seconds Too Far, Sputnik Monroe (the band I booked)
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Upcoming shows I booked:
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Monday, August 23rd
@ Knitting Factory, Hollywood
doors at 7:30pm, music at 8
$5!

lineup: The Breakdowns, The Empty (Portland OR), Pistolita (San Diego), If You See Kate
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Monday, September 13th
@ Knitting Factory, Hollywood
doors at 7:30, music at 8
$5!

lineup: The Evening Episode (Sacramento), Mason Lindahl (Sacramento), Single File (acoustic set), Ben Davis (former Sugarcult drummer's solo project!)
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Hope to see you there!!!
All these shows are all ages.
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Keep those calendars marked! [Jul. 13th, 2004|12:53 pm]
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Saturday, August 21st
Knitting Factory
Hollywood, CA

SKETCH OR DIE TOUR W/ PISTOLITA
guests: The Empty, LAO, Single File

more details coming soon...
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~bei mir bist du schoen~ [Jan. 3rd, 2004|07:41 pm]
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Fo' all the boys I've known
and I've known some...
Until I first met you, I was lonesome
And when you came in sight, dear,
my heart grew light
And this old world seemed new to me

You're really swell, I have to admit
You deserve expressions that really fit you
And so I've wracked my brain, hoping to explain
All the things that you do to me

Bei mir bist du schoen, please let me explain
Bei mir bist du schoen means 'you're grand'
Bei mir bist du schoen, again I'll explain
It means you're the fairest in the land

I could say bella, bella, even say wunderbar
Each language only helps me tell you how grand you are
I've tried to explain, bei mir bist du schoen
So kiss me, and say you understand

Bei mir bist du schoen
You've heard it all before, but let me try to explain
Bei mir bist du schoen means that you're grand
Bei mir bist du schoen
Is such an old refrain, and yet I should explain
It means I am begging for your hand

I could say bella, bella, even say wunderbar
Each language only helps me tell you how grand you are

I could say bella, bella, even say wunderbar
Each language only helps be tell you how grand you are
I've tried to explain, bei mir bist du schoen
So kiss me, and say that you will understand

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Update part deux already, for some of you [Dec. 24th, 2003|08:48 am]
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The Ultimate Super Duper Mega Collasal Band survey )
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Those faaaaaalkers! [Dec. 19th, 2003|11:38 pm]
[mood | annoyed]
[music |"Jaded" by Aerosmith on the Sprint hold thing. Ew.]

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Okay, so I'll be going to bed once I get off the phone with the SprintPCS representative.

I switched my service plan today, to take effect Jan.17th.
Night minutes starting at 7pm and 500 day minutes.

But

EVERY time I switch my service plan, they temporarily disconnect my phone.
So I cannot make outgoing calls right now and I cannot receieve incoming calls either.
Effin shit!

I'm really sorry. If you try to call me and get the stupid lame message about my service being disconnected, it is not because I didn't pay my bill. It's because they EFFED UP my service.

Damn hoes. I'll show tell them!! Grrrr.
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**Edit: Mehhhhhhhhhhh supposedly it was a mistake and my service has been restored or will be within the next hour or so. Too bad it *isn't* restored. WHORES. *takes service to T-Mobile* haha...

I just recorded a new kickass voicemail message too. Grrr. But try calling my phone and if you happen to get the good message, leave me one. My ringer is off until I wake up, so don't worry about interrupting my sleep. Mmmkay? K good. Too bad no one will be calling. bahahaha... :(

PS I love drunken voicemails <3
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[Dec. 5th, 2003|06:19 pm]
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I will be on the east coast from Dec.6th-15th.

New York, then Connecticut.

I get to see Erica, Christian, Sharma, and Shamia.
Well, and Hot Hot Heat and the rest of Campfire Girls.

See the rest of you mofos in a couple weeks.

<3

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~no one knows what it's like...~ [Dec. 5th, 2003|10:40 am]
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I get to see Erica TOMORROW and you don't.

Haha...

Effin tomorrow! New York!!! WHATUP.

<3
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~the irony~ [Nov. 27th, 2003|06:43 pm]
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Fact: I can't check text messages on my phone because it isn't in my plan. If you've sent me one today, I haven't read it.
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~i just wanna believe~ [Nov. 23rd, 2003|03:18 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Brand New]

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Public entry. Word.
Typed another, but only some of you can read it.
Yep.
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Dinner & movie with Matt last night. He's adorable-ness.
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we're so controversial )
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Definately need a shower. =out=
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The non-friends only post [Nov. 22nd, 2003|02:10 pm]
[mood |here]
[music |"Guernica" by Brand New]

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December 6th-15th: East Coast Syle for real.
Yep. Arriving at JFK in NYC circa 10:30am, staying with Erica <3 for a few, figuring out how to get to Hartford CT just in case Christian is weird by then (haha), aaaaand staying with Sharma, yes? Dude, your cell phone service was horrible when I tried to call you, so call me back this evening. Word. Yeah, I wasn't able to fly into anywhere else without giving them my unborn child in exchange for airfare, so we'll all deal. Cuz, well, now we have to. Flight booked. muah ha ha... I'm stoked.
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I think I've slept like 4 hrs total in the last 7 days. Holy shiz. My eyes are like, barely staying open and they ache. Girl to my left is staring at me like I'm on crack (can see it out of the corner of my dry eyes). I'm blaming my mom for being such a psycho beyotch this morning. Got home from Ryan's at 4:30am, was woken up by said mom at 7:30am. Informed I had to follow her so she could bring her car in to get fixed. What the eff. And you didn't ask me ahead of time because...? She tells me I'm ungrateful and that I was only complaining because I got home so late. Um no. Work during week, try to sleep in/hang out on weekends. Duh. Then she told me if I didn't go, that I should expect to find my bags packed and ready to move out by the end of the day. Geezus. She is the craziest woman alive. Ask my bro, we talked about it last night when we hung out. She will forever make me feel guilty about everything/play mindgames for the rest of my life. Then, I think she knew I'd leave her ass at the dealership, and she tried to be nice. I cranked Brand New on the way to bring her to my sister's and wanted to just drive into a pole because she makes my life that miserable. Is that so wrong?
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Sorry, end rant. I didn't rant in the friends only post.
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Oops, Matt's trying to call. He is the hawtness. Hanging out tonight? Yes please. Heart.
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~is there somewhere we can go?~ [Nov. 19th, 2003|02:10 pm]
[mood |cracked out]

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Erica- please tell me I'm not going to hell.
It *is* different, I promise. <3
And checking into that flight info. Word.
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Oh shite... is tomorrow Thursday? I have to go get a shot at 2pm. Dayyyummm. I have a horrific fear of shots. I faint every time. Work tomorrow night is not going to be pleasant.
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Payday tomorrow night=kickass.
Payday in time for Friday=priceless.
No, lmao... but it seemed to fit.
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Oh shiz, I also have to call Matt N. And pay car insurance.
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ARgh uh... why can't I sleep like a normal effin' human being? The drugs are obviously affecting me (kavaaaaaa!!!) but my body is always like "no, sleeping means you're wasting your time." I always feel like I can sleep when I'm dead. Which I just might have to do.
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Why am I leaving these entries public? Idk. I just realized that I think I forgot to change the last one to 'friends only,' but ah well. I ain't 2 proud 2 beg, no.
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Jaaaaaacob: sorry, I forgot today is Wednesday. Seriously. So here I sit. Damn. Um... maybe Sunday, if you're free? :-p
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Why is my thumb all effed up?... aghhhh I'm slowly falling apart at the knees thumb. Bahaha.
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Okay. I think the obvious thing to do here is to lie down and at least close my eyes. That's almost like sleeping, right?
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Need to talk to: Christian, then Sharma, Erica, Sarah, Shamia... but the boy has to be first so I can figure this trip out. Dayyyummm. That's in like 2-3 weeks, no? *dances*
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=out=
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~someone said you were lost out there~ [Nov. 19th, 2003|07:58 am]
[mood |drugged & blah]
[music |new Stone Temple Pilots]

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I love the feeling of being in love. However, this time around (yes I'm taking my time), I'm scared. Scared to be in love because... I'm scared of being hurt. I don't know if my heart can take ever being hurt again.
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no one's ever felt this way. -Christian
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Oh yeah. Guess who has the greatest brother ever? He's getting me on the GL for the Sugarcult/Story of the Year show on Friday. Kickasssssss. Glad he's going, even though I know he doesn't really like *that* kind of music.
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"this feeling is amazing. i want to stay like this forever." -Christian (to me)

Dayyyummm, isn't he the sweetest?
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So work... yeah. Just want to say: I should really get myself a job where I can either a) work alone entirely all the time or b) boss everyone around all the time. I really have a hard time trying to do what other people tell me. Especialllllly when they're just helping me out for the night and tell me how to do things *and* steal my stuff (including my radio). Damn yous hoes. hahaha Just leave me be with my Campfire Girls and Brand New cds. :-p
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"i'm going to steal you away. i hope that's alright." -Christian (to me again)
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On a really utterly... no-words-to-describe-it note... My aunt, best relative *ever*, is still battling cancer for the second time in her life. She's been in the hospital for EIGHT MONTHS STRAIGHT now. The chemo is kicking her ass. She has been "eating" through an IV for 8 months. Hasn't gotten out of bed in 8 months to walk. Has been in the saaaame room for 8 months. Has cried every day for 8 months. She told her husband/my uncle that she is too tired to fight, that she doesn't want to try anymore. My mom tells me this right before I walk out the door to work. I really don't know what to say. It's so completely sad and unfair. She is such an amazing woman. I want to cry at the fact that she's dealing with that and my problems are nothing in comparison. I want to cry because I can't be there. She's in Dallas and doesn't want anyone to see her in her condition. When I talk to her on the phone and say "hi," she immediately cries every time. Wow. Just... wow... ... ... ... ...
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Ryan: hanging out late Friday night (after my concert), yes?
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Jacob- the hawtness. Rawr. <3 :-p
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Um, this is an odd place to type this, but... read Kris' LJ and... Jonathan Brandis died. WTF?... Anyone have any info? *checks imdb.com*
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Heart you all, even when I seem so sad.
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~what brought you here in the first place?~ [Nov. 17th, 2003|11:48 am]
[mood |here]
[music |Mae]

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I have to state this again because people that are only able to read the 'public' entries don't know what's going on.

Most of my entries in this livejournal are FRIENDS ONLY, which means, you have to have a livejournal yourself and be listed as a friend to read them. So those of you reading the un-locked entries are getting like 1% of what I type in here.

*mental note*
I really need to unlink this from my old website.

Thanks for caring though. Sincerely. But I am fine.
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Erica can read my mind! )
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~don't give up and let them hold you down... and when they tell you- we could burn this down...~
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~send the pain below- much like suffocating...~ [Nov. 15th, 2003|03:16 pm]
[mood |bawling]
[music |Outkast's "Speakerboxxx"]

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Okay, I am crying. Effin CRYING. I need to talk to Christian right now... I need to talk to someone, anyone...
I hate this... I hate this... Please, make it stop... It hurts...
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I am about to do something stupid, anything stupid and no one cares
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